The Christian mystic Angelus Silesius put it another way: Every drop of water becomes the sea as it flows into the ocean, just as the soul will eventually rise and become God. Now you may feel that losing yourself cannot be very pleasant. The big bang theory ugly christmas sweater. I understand what you mean. But what’s important is that what you lose is very small compared to what you gain. At that time I just lost my temporary form, but at the same time I realized that I was something much greater. You are the universe. Actually you are the spirit of the universe, Sophie. You are God.